Defeat then Victory

These are words used in my circle of friends often. Today was bittersweet for me. OU lost to Texas--I will not cheer against OU even though I am an OSU fan. I don't talk trash because I get mad when people talk trash to me. Then tonight--sweet victory--OSU beat Missouri. I wanted so much to talk to Jason about the game. It would have been his first opportunity to see them play on national television., so I assume his friends in Nebraska were able to watch. I know in the whole scheme of things this should not be important to me, but our family shared a love for Cowboy sports. It is not easy to celebrate with one less fan.